Raging Emotions

Emotions flowing everywhere
Some are dark and then some have care
Fear of failure and being alone
A pain that aches and makes me moan
I hate the way I sometimes feel
I may look fine but I am ill
Rage inside that is like a fire
Happiness that floats up higher
Tears fall fast like a rain shower
Other times I feel I have power
I can't look at my ugly face
So nasty it makes my heart race
Sometimes my hair will look so good
I don't feel I must wear a hood
Other times I feel I must hide
Those are the days I feel I've died
Some days I am happy and free
Some days I don't know the real me
I get so lost in my own hell
Into the darkness I have fell
Trapped inside my own crazy mind
A way out I have yet to find
The demons are now in control
Through my mind they all take a stroll
The voices talk non-stop chatter
I never feel like I matter
Fighting what only I can see
I only want to be set free
Each day I wake for the next fight
Knowing there is no end in sight