Lust

He seeks my innocence and i seek his attention

How can the wrong person say the most right things

He doesn't mean it

He doesn't mean it, i think to myself

Im not in love i'm in lust

Its harder to fall out of love than lust

But i can't seem to do it

“is it possible that you might be- “ they say as i shush them

No, i can't be

Its just lust

Its 3am and i'm staring at the ceiling

Its just lust

It's been 3 weeks and i can't sleep

Its just lust

It's been 3 months and i'm not eating

Its just lust

Im in denial

It's been 3 years and he has my innocence

He didn't mean it

He’s gone

And i don't know what’s worse

Knowing that he just seeks my innocence

Or letting him