If Only She Knew

"That was some Bachelor party you threw me," Daniel rubbed his eyes and looked at me. His dirty blond hair was sticking out in every direction. A blanket barely concealed the fact that he was naked. Even though I had seen him naked many times, it still took my breath away "Dee can never know what happened last night."

"Apparently there are a lot of things that she can't know," I mumbled darkly. Dan and I had dated, albeit briefly, in college. Because of his fianc, we weren't allowed to talk about his bisexuality. Dee was a conservative woman from a family that had barely tolerated her going to Yale instead of Harvard. "I just hate that you have to hide who you are to please her. What does it matter if you dated me when you were younger? Do you not remember sucking my dick last night? Or how I fucked you in the shower before doing you in my bed, the same bed I'll be sharing with her tonight?"

"It's just a choice that I had to make. I wish it could have been you."
After the party, I had promised the other guys that I would make sure he got home safely. The first sign that something wasn't right was when we ended up kissing. Then on the way home he gave me head. "I just don't see why you can't tell her. Would she not love you if she knew you sucked cock?"

"Speaking of..." He pulled me on top of him, and forced me to kiss him. My head was reeling with passion, angry thoughts, and one clear belief: I was still in love with this man. He flipped me over. His lips brushed against my neck, sending chills down my body. Before I could process everything, he wrapped his lips around my nipple. My legs wrapped around his waist, pushing his cock close to my hole.

He stopped doing what he was doing long enough to smile at me. Then he used his tongue on my engorged nipple, sending shivers down my spine. I closed my eyes and allowed him to do whatever he wanted to me. There was no one who knew what I liked better than him. His mouth moved lower down my body, my cock knew that it was about to be wrapped in the warmth of my lover's mouth.

It never happened though. He flipped me over, and positioned my ass so that it was in the air. He rubbed his finger over my hole, probing it in gently. Just as the sensation was beginning to relax me, he stopped. There was no time for me to react before he licked my hole, thrusting his tongue into me. Moans came from the very depths of my body, nothing had ever felt like this before.

He lowered his tongue and licked the area between my balls and my ass. Then as if he read my mind, he began running his tongue over my nuts. He took one in his mouth, and I knew that I was close to orgasm. When he took the other one in his mouth, some precum began leaking out.

Just when I thought that he was done with me, he took my shaft in his mouth. Daniel was the only man who ever made me cum by sucking my dick, and I knew that it was about to happen again. He had just wrapped his lips around my head when I busted my nut. Once I was completely drained, I wanted to collapse. However I couldn't because he thrust his cock into me.

All the way in. No pauses, no resting. It hurt for a second but he didn't give me time to think about it. Finding his rhythm was never a problem for Danny, and I knew that he wanted, and needed to get off as soon as possible. Fast and furious he pounded me, which set off another wave of excitement in my own cock.

"I love you," He whispered to me. For some reason he always got emotional before he orgasmed. Before I realized what happened, Dan pulled out of me and released his load on my back. More than anything I wanted him to fall into bed with me and to cuddle. That was dashed when he got up and left the room. When he returned, he wiped my back off and sat next to me. "I guess I have to go get married now."

"Why do you have to? Do you love her, the way you love me?" Even as the words left my mouth, I realized how I sounded. Yet I couldn't help myself. How could he be with someone that he couldn't be himself with? "You know I love you and accept you for who you are."

"But you're a guy and we can't ever have the same thing that I have with Dee."

"But she doesn't accept you." He looked at me as he pulled on the tux. It was weird to think he wasn't going to shower before he left. When she smelled my scent on him, what would she think? If only she knew the truth.