Day 4 Tuesday

Sorry you all for not writing Monday night it was a stressful and hectic day for me, I've received a lot of emails in concern of why I didn't post anything last night, I didn't post anything because I actually went to bed around 6:00 pm central time, reason being I cried myself to sleep. Yesterday someone told me that I was fat and that I'll never lose my weight and that I was bad built, I know what some of you are thinking (grammar grammar grammar) well sorry if my words are not capital or I don't have periods after my sentence I'm trying to write quickly, But yes I Let that lower my confidence and yes it did lower my ability to exercise words do hurt and it bring people down. Well Monday was my lazy day but as of right now I'm motivated to work even harder, people love to see someone give up on there hopes and dreams well look out! In thank you because you did me a favor you motivated me to work harder! And I want to thank you all for the emails you all are my inspiration and I have to keep going for all of you your emails made me stronger...... Mwahh xoxo tune in tonight to find out what my day was like ;) oh in my current weight is 220 lbs i might not be able to write till tomorrow I didnt know you only get 10 free post on here so tomorrow ill pay for the three months :) ill write it all down in post it early in the morning :)