I yearned to hear

I love you is the word which I yearned to hear.
Love was like crystal which I wanted to protect like dear.
Waiting for the sweetheart with whom I wanted to share.
Every time there was somebody, every time came the desire.
She is the one with whom I want to be forever.
Now I love is the word which haunts me like fear.
But some where still lies the hope still lies the power.
That I wish to love and the immense urge to be a lover.