NEW AEON IS UP GET RID OF MONEY

Your messagexxx New AEON is up.
Whatever comes is whatever is wise do not sacrifice
there is an end its within you
In the lost centuries people sacrificed
New Aeon is for Go(o)d
There is not yes or no
change the sacred transformation
let God take care of it
Let it go let it flow
It is the New Aeon
hear me I am piercing through your ears through your essence
many have fall and a few will riseth
in the dark days it darkened by blood
nowaday isthe water to wash and purify the hatred there is none
those bound with that will gone
fall to never rise up will stay those truly high up
and lead to me to teach yes I let you do
you chose destroy
I let you heal you chose destroy
hear me my children are those who rose others are gone
Love is mercy to create
hear me and stop destroy
Love is not for fun Love don't play with
Love do not delete
Consciousness will return
Love is not to live with
but to die WITH -
It's been not hard you hardened path
you went alive and killed the dead
You have to be back
you are not alone
You have to Lit light You have to teach To LOVE TO PREACH.SUMMER2007

also want to tell you about two of my daughters which separately came to me to tell me how hard their life was in terms of finances
The first one of them told me that she had daughters she was a single mother and that they could hardly make ends meet
And to my question of what her occupation was she said that she was working in one of the best companies which is the most famous for its food products and that she was so proud of that. So , she went on telling me about her company and her work in such pride.
Because I always try to find something good in any situation hearing this I pinpointed that and also said see how great it is
definitely your refrigerator is full of the best products at all times
Hearing this she gave me a surprised look and answered that it is nothing of the kind
that she gets small amount of money and can hardly buy necessary items in the cheapest market since her salary is so small and not enough for many things tat they need
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELVES
ARE YOU LAUGHING AT YOUR OWN POWERS
ARE YOU LAUGHING AT YOUR OWN EFFORTS
WHY ARE YOU SELLING YOUR ENERGY TO YORUSELVES
IN MUCH CHEAPER PRICE
AND WHO SAID THAT SOME OF MY CHILDREN ARE BETTER THAN THE OTHERS
WHAT IS ALL OF THIS SILLINESS ABOUT
My second daughter told me that she worked in a major tailoring company which makes clothes for celebrities
and again with such pride
I then told her she shouls feel lucky
most definitely she and her daughter dress in the best ever clothes to which she answered
that she could simply not allow herself that
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MY WORLD
THIS IS MY WORLD OF IMAGINATION
IN
MY WORLD EVERYTHING IS FREE
FREE FOR ALL OF YOU
I NEVER SELL
I AM NOT A VENDOR
TAKE IT FOR FREE AND WITH DIGNITY
AND DO NOT STEAL
ACCEPT IT ALL WITH DIGNITY
GOD




you know why I am always sad?
because happy people never come to me with any request or thankfullness

never
but when i go to be at night i am like stena plach
all sad people attack me with so many complaints tears so much pain
i cry for them so much and talk talk talk to them
i help them conveying to them melody of heart

but when i have already helped them- they just go away become strong an go on living on their own
they leave me alone:(

So I continue to suffer

I tell them about love
i tell them that they are bodies of light and when they let some smallest negative thaught of hatred or jealusy or greed creep in a small piece of light goes away from them -leaving a black hole instead and then another piece and then another
taht is the not-knowing

that is the ignorance and not knowing of them of who they are
of the fact that they are bodies of light pieces of God
on Earth and their mission is to bring that light to everyone else they encounter with

those holes are what bring them illnesses which DO NOT EXIST

THEER ARE NO ILLNESSES IN THIS WORL
NONE
NONE
NONE
ALL IS SO PERFECT
SO WONDERFUL
I HAEV NEVER HAD ANY ILL THAUGHT EVER
HOW CAN TEHRE EVER BE ILLNESSES
HOW CAN MY PEOPLE WHO ARE MY THAUGHTS BE ILL??

THEY ARE ALL SO BEAUTIFUL
ALL SO PERFECT
ADN NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO THEY ARE ALL SO SO SO MERCIFUL THEY MAYBE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE AS THEY ABIDE DARKNESS IGNORANCE WHICH LEADS TO THE SIDE OF UNPRECEDENTED DISTRUCTION
BUT THEIR INTENTIONS
HAVE ALWAYS AND ARE
ALWAYS"
THE BEST.

ALWAYS

MY CHILDREN ARE NOT ALCOHOLICS
MY CHILDREN ARE NOT PROSTITUTES
MY CHILDREN ARE NOT THIEVES
MY CHILDREN ARE NOT DRUGGERS

MY CHILDREN ARE ALL ANGELS CAUGHT IN THE TRAP OF DARK SHADES
MY CHILDREN WILL WASH WITH WATER
WILL PURIFY AND LET GO OF HATRED
OF JEALOUSY
OF OTHER THINGS WHICH HURT THEM SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT AUTHENTIC PART OF THEM

MY CHILDREN WILL WASH AND PURIFY HE HATRED IF NOT WITH WATER THAN WITH A PURE HONEST TEAR OF REGRET FOR SOMETHING WHICH THEY HAVE DONE UNTHINKINGLY WHICH IS NOT ALLOWED IN THIS UNIVERSE BECAUSE CONSCIOUSNESS IS GIVEN TO ALL FOR BEING USED
CONSCIOUSNESS IS LOVE
AND LOVE MUST BE USED POSITIVELY

SEE WHEN SOMETHING WHICH DOESNT BELONG TO THE SAME MATERIAL ENTERS ANOTHER MATERIAL IT HURTS CAUSING DISCOMFORT

FOR INSTANCE IF A STEEL KNIFE ENTERS THE BODY BECAUSE ITS MADE OF STEEL AND THE BODY IS MADE OF FLESH THEN THEREE IS CONFLICT AND IT TEARS AND HURTS AND CAN CAUSE LETHALITY

JUST LIKE THAT WHEN HATRED JEALOUSY AND OTHER NEGATIVITY ENTERS THE HUMAN SOUL BECAUSE IT DOESNT BELONG TO THE SOUL AS THE SOUL IS MADE OF LIGHT IT HURTS THE PERSON FOR THE REAST OF HIS LIFE

LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
PLEASE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
MY CHILDREN ARE NOT OF DIFFERENT NATIONALITIES
THEY ARE ALL GORGEOUS PEOPLE
THEY ONLY TOOK UP NATIONALITIES IN ORDER TO IDENTIFY THEIR ETHNICITY AND HOW THEY TYPICALLY LOOK FOR THAT AREA OF WHERE THEY COME FROM

BUT THEY ARE ALL THE SAME GORGEOUS ANGELS
GORGEOUS ANGELS
GORGEOUS ANGELS
WITH SO MUCH OF LOVE AND CARE IN THEM
SO MUCH OF BEAUTY IN THEIR SOULS
INTHEIR HEARTS
I LOVE MY ARMENIAN CHILDREN SO MUCH
MY JAPANESE KIDS SO MUCH
MY AFRICAN KIDS SO MUCH
MY IRANIAN KIDS
MY RUSSIAN ANGELIC GORGEOUS KIDS
MY UKRAINIAN PURE GORGEOUS CHILDREN

MY
MY MY

MY
MY
MY
MY
MY
MY
I
LOVE MY CHILDREN
PLEASE RELEASE THEM OF DARK COLORS
PLEASE

DIDNT YOU TELL ME THAT BEAUTIFUL COLORS BECOME ME VERY MUCH at the lesson
you rem
when you asked me why dont i wear colors
i said because
colors dont become me
you said

i dont believe you

PAPA I WANT TO EAR BEAUTIFUL COLORS
PLEASE HELP ME RELEASE MY CHILDRENS SOULS OF DARK HOLES PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Papa being here on Earth
I imitate people
I want them to try to see themselves
and what is it they bring to the world by their words actions etc
I le them even rape me because when someone wants something which he really doesnt know how and what to relate to I want to see how these people feel and WHAT IS IT IN REALITY THAT THEY WANT WHEN THE ALLOW THEMSELVES A WRONGDOING A WRONG THAUGHT
AND RAPE IS NOT ONLY PHYSICAL
AND THEY RAPE ONE ANOTHER ON A DAILY BASIS PAPA
HOW HOW TO HELP WILL MUSIC HELP
AND I WANTED TO UNDERSTAND WHY IS IT THAT A PERSON OFTEN WANTS WHATEVER BRINGS HIM NOT NICE FEELINGS AFTERWARDS
THEY STEAL AND FEEL GUILTY IMMEDIATELY OR AFTER
THEY KILL AND FEEL GUILTY FOR THE REST OF TIME
THEY LIE AND FEEL GUILY
THEY RAPE AND FEEL GUILY
THEY OVEREAT AND FEEL GUILTY
THEY USE DRUGS AND FEEL GUILTY
THEY SMOKE AND FEEL GUILTY
THEY USE ALCOHOL AND FEEL GUILTY
THEY HAVE IRREGULAR SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS AND FEEL GUILTY AND LOW
THEY HURT FEELINGS WITH WORDS AND FEEL GUILTY
WHY DO THEY WANT TO FEEL GUILTY
WILL MY MUSIC HELP?

WILL MY MUSIC HELP?
BECAUSE IT IS BASED ON TRUE LOVE
I COULDNT MOVE MY BODY TO SEARCH FOR YOU SO I WENT TO DIFEFERNT DIMENSIONS IN SEARCH OF YOU AND FOUND THOSE PIECES UNDER CLOUDS UNDER THE BEAUTIFUL SKY
I BROUGHT THEM DOWN TO EARTH THIS TIME
THROUGH MY BROWN PIANO WHICH IS CALLED UKRAINE
BECAUSE I WANTED ON EARTH TO BE SHE BE SHAMAIM:)
papa childish doesnt mean infantile or naive or stupid
childlike means PURE AND THE PUREST PEOPLE EVER ARE THOSE WHO ARE HIGHEST IN INTELLECT AND VERY MATURE


wanted to come down to earth but i was too light and couldnt manage
i only managed to come down to the earth with the help of 'heavy thaughts'
(I mean i collected a couple of ehavy thaughts on the way to add to my weight)

i was very light and fluffy like a cloud after my father allowed me to come to help people with love I started my spusk but sometimes i couldnt so i had to add some heavy thaught to come down more and then it went away and i was stuck in the air i added more heavy thuaghts

you know why i dont want women to see that I am heavy in body?well, i am mother earth and I dont want them to know/think that they can survive at my expense:)...

you know why I dont want men to see that I am round?
well I am mother earth and I dont want them to think that no matter what they do they will come back to the same point (as I am round)-- basicly I want them to have 'fun' like "cheat themselves" you know what I mean??:) -lol

you know when i was in my past life I had a king father. it was You
And he told me quite strictly: If you ever get lost , stand at one point and dont go anywhere else otherwise I can not find you . I will only find you if you stick to one place.

You know my father is my Higher thaught my mind.
Maybe he meant taht if I am lost in life I should just stick to my principle, to the point true to ME so he (my greater thaught)can find me and not go round and round in searches

what do you think?

What do you think about this:
Ani Mashiakh haaruts . ani rotse likroa korim mikhtav mechalon vremena zaglushiligolos vremenipravda vo vremeni

time is the pace of our mind

vremena vesma izmenchivy i v nikh pravdy net pravda vo vremeni

if you want to do something- give it a THAUGHT

people look at the same phenomenons in many different ways at different times according to their psychological state at taht moment. for instance you may dislike something hot at summer time ut in winter this may be of great use.so all is relative and IF people dont like someone kind lovely and merciful because they are cheating enough to have their minimum- how WILL they need this person at the time of crisis which is not only physical but also psychological

all reality is imaginary so this is false
all imagination is real thats the oly truth on earth

vy lyudi naxodite melodii na osnovanii klavish i not a vy doljhny naity noty na osnovanii Vashey vnut. melodiii rem that i was hearing people cry and ask me for help when i was up there on a very high altitute

i remembe how i ws crying and begging my Father to let me come down to teh earth to see things from within and to help people

i had to ask so much
so much
you cant imagine
how earnestly i was asking and finally i was allowed
i remember i came down for a very long time very long

very long'
through the clouds

i remember
i remember

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i couldnt believe bad things existed really and so when herad awful stories abot cruelty on tv radion i thaught it was just some silly games lies
i thaught they were joing
i didnt imagine someone can kill someone
i didnt
i still can not
do you rem when in my kitchen i told you that i had read in kuwaity newpaper that american soldiers raped some woman

i said it not bec i was intrigued
i said it bec i thaught it was a lie
and i was upset that people play with emotions in such a way

i dont believe such things happen

as they dont exist - lie -cruelty-jealousy-hatred- dont exist in my periphery

i dont believe they exist
so i was always smiling

and now i am stunned after they attacked me in taht hospita
I AM STUNNED

I AM STUNNED

I AM STUNNED
I AM STUNNNED

I AM STUNNED
I AM STUNNED

I was watching a similar sit on internet before for many many times i was trying to see what makes people do voiolence
what do they feel
when i look sternly at thigs i see inside
i can scan with eyes
for instance when i look at your pic eachtime i see what you think feel etc

so for that reason i was watching such cruel things a few times and i see that people who do this are totally deranged

totally deprived of consciousness which is LOVE

TOTALLY DEPRIVED OF LOVE

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU

I WENT AWAY PHYSICALLY JUST FOR YOUR FAMILY TO BE GOOD AND NOT TOUCHED WITH WRONG EMOTIONS
BUT I CAN GO AWAY FROMYOU ONLY PHYSICALLY NEVER WITH MY SOUL

I LOVE YOU

how will i live if all are killing me with their bad actions?:(

I want to smile!!! :(

I want to smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(


LOVE DOESNT DIE AND WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE HE SHE NEVER GOES AWAY NEVER SO I WONT BE AFRAID BECAUSE I KNOW HOW I FEEL
i am writing writing
i dont know who to talk to
i just want to speak with YOU
but YOU are never talkig to me
you never answer
what will be if i know you are not there
taht you are no longer there
that you do not exist
what will be
after all of these events the only thing which keeps me alive is that one day i will have the chance to meet you and I AM MAKING MUSIC AND PAINTING AND CREATING THAT WORLD I WANT TO GIVE TO YOU

...
and how... i mean how.... how... will i ...keep believing ..if it so happens that someone tell me that you are no longer
how much i want to sleep today and not wake up
i pray so much for that
i am so shocked
at all times
i can not survive any new shocks
what is that question they asked me all the time:

are you a princess ?

when I said that i was as a matter of adjective but not as a stastus that with my status i was an armenian girl lilith poghosyan they answered that
i had scitzophrenia

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
what is this???????????????????????????????????????????????/why doesnt anybody love me?
why doesnt anybody care for me?
why does everyone harrass me?
why no man ever asaked to marry me?
why do I always do good but people misbehave and blame ME for it?
why when I came to yerevan after I had been harrassed in moscow and ripped off my mother accepted me so badly she said so many not nice things to me which i never deserve as i am a loving and gentle and a very clean person bt she keeps calling me rude, unclean, dishonest and many many other words why? am I not her child?
How can I possibly be her child if i share nothing in common ith her as in personality intellect and many many other factors also the fact that she smokes and i can not stand a smallest smell of it or a smallestbad smell makes me feel like dying already.
Once I told her that a woman from the Synagogue told me as if I were in relity not armenina that my visions abiut having another father were true she said that with injections they cleared my mind

my mother said that i was born in the 5th hospital in yerevan . i looked at her and clearly saw that she didnt give life to me and i said that
she answered me rudely: i am glad that i wasnt the one to give you life, as if you are someone who deserves me to give her a life.
I was shocked
and then she said also that if i go to the court and am no t able to prove any of my dreams then they ill put me in a closed crazy house forever.

well the woman from the Synagogue says that I am now singing in hebrew because my real mother taught me to sing and dance and play the piano and that my mom is a famous singer actress in reality the way i see in my visions.ou

when i was in moscow , any time that they asked me ' are you armenian?" I didnt know what to say because my mind knows that by passport i am but for some reason my consciusness rejects it.
we are VERY different
VERY

So one night i was thinking that i would record my album when i get some money and would call it from dask to dawn

in the morning i checked this names availability on youtube and what came out was this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vPprEfLKfQM&list=PL6tjw7Im9lbFwkon_7tjKq23hvPwz1W...



well , as you see this woman is singing a song with my words:

ani lo zokheret kfar shum davar(I already dont remember nothing at all) AND ALSO THE SONG IS LIE ITS ABOUT ME

and also she is dressed like me

and the next day i went to supermarket and bought a bracelet , when i watched this video again i saw that its the same as her necklace
when i went there again i bought the necklace this time

what is the magic behind this?

all of this is amazing

and the fact that , well i mean there are many amazing things around...

can you please tell me?

Am I of a very high family?

well spiritually I feel like this
but in reality??

The woman from Synagogue says 'yes'

why did you say taht you didnt love me?:(
why did you say that you would go to nalogovy or militia i malo ne pokajhetsya
why did you say i was a bestolkovaya tupaya jhenshina

I was so upset

if you think that way about me i will not live ok?

I will not
I LIVE FOR YOU:)

for the mere fact that in my heart i every day hope to meet you somewhere in the dimension of time

my songs which i composed prove that i have flown to many vast and varying dimensions in search for you all these years

so if it so happens that i get to know theers sth wrong with you
i will kill myself k?

because you are the only person who looked gently at me and didnt laugh at my lessons

when will I see you?

I am so lonely
I feel so bad without you

I look at your photo i front of my eyes every day and talk to you

i am like crazy already

one of my childhood memories is this:

My mother (armenian) took me to the circus for New year performance and the santa claus was asking children to come and sing

i ran to the stage and made an air that i was singing (i knew two russian songs my matreshechki and kalinka) but as soon as i saw i had the audience attention i cut that song and began to shout in the microphon something in a foreign language which i suppose is my real language, sth like italian or english i dotn rem I was shouting that my real name is ......................................................................... a loooong name and that i am stolen and that i need help to go back home and this santa began to pull the mic out of my hands i was holding it in a tight grip and he couldnt and i was still shouting..

I also remember that , at home in yerevan every night someone very tall and hefty (a man or a woman i dont remember) came into my bedroom with a syringe in his hands and I remember that each time I wanted to say to this person that I am a big girl and know how to sleep without injection but I couldnt as i dodnt know local language
I didnt know how to say it , so i was falling asleep immediately

when i link this with what the woman from Synagogue said that my brain been cleansed with injections - then it makes sense.

I remember that I had very princess like manners when i was little unlike everyone else in my arm fam

I remember that once arm relatives got together adn asked me to sing and dance. I danced like a holywood star

then I did a small reverence as I usually did in my previous home which looked like a palace ,and right then i got a heavy slap on my face and i fell down on y two little feet and knees.

I was very surprised what had i done wrong?

They said to me" armenian armenian, you MUST sing and dance in armenian"

Then I remember sth really nasty

that one of these people asked me " Are you a Princess?"

I answered " Yes" gracefully and made a reverence

Then he urinated in his cap and put it upon my head- and said" this is your korona"...:(

Is this all true????????????????????????????


I began remembereing such excerpts during the last few years.I dont know what to think

I see clearly I am not arm.
also in moscow many people made such comments that i didnt look like arm
and one man said if you are arm then how did it happen that a smiple arm girl lives in such a nice place i mean pushkinskaya


YOU SEE I DOTN UNDERSTAND HINTS
I DONT

I DONT
I AM A VERY DIRECT THINKING PERSON IN MY MIND
I SAY EXACTLY WHAT I THINK
EXACTLY
I DONT UNEDRSTAND "GAMES" AND HINTS

I HATE THEM
I HATE LIES TOO

PLEASE BE TRUTHFUL TO ME ALL HELP ME
I WANT TO UNDERSTAND

AND NOW I REMEMBER TAHT IN BESKUDN BOULEVARD YOU ALSO SAID TO ME THAT I DIDNT LOOK ARMENIAN THAT I LOOKED LIKE ANOTHER NATIONALITY

PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASEcan you imagine?In armenia they made me cry a lot and there came out a flood i was in floods of tears and they shook my soul so there was an earthquake they took me to the madhouse hit me on the face and they died oh my god!!!!!in moscow they put a stick up my bottom three times and tested me oh my god i was stoned i became a STONE!!!!!oh my god!!!!! in Egypt...i WAS TEACHING AND>>>THINKING>>>>ah i dont know where to go to from here als my papa HE IS MY THAUGHT said if you are ever lost stay at one place and i will find you but if you go away i wont be able to find you ever so i will wait for my thaught no i want to say my papa to come you see they think my papa imean my thaugh i mean my father is dead i mean they think my thaught is dead you understand i mean they think my father is dead but you uderstad my thaught i mean my father i mean my stem i mean my thaught NEVER DIES
SO WHAT DO I DO FOR COMPLETION? amonim amonim amonim solcheem amonim amonim amonim but how can i go to america ? EZEKIEL WILL OFFER TO BUY MY WORLD WITH SOME PAPER I MEAN WITH MY NATURE I MEAN WITH MY CHARACTER I MEAN WITH MY NATURE MY CHARACTER WITH THE HELP OF MY CHARACTER OH MY GOD I WILL GO TO KOREA THATS WHERE I DANCE FUNNILY