What is it?

Yeah, yeah
I'm a hopeless romantic
Always on the hunt
And for what?
One measly day of satisfaction
Not even a whole day
Just one moment
Even worse
Just an instance
Those few seconds when I feel accomplished
I'm king
I'm settled
Content
Focused
Entertained
Finally happy
I have no clue what I want
All I know is...
I do
I want
And I must have
Maybe it's the thrill of the chase
Maybe I haven't found the right one
Maybe maybe
Maybe it's just me
I'm just incapable of commitment
Unable to settle
Impossible to satisfy
But is that so bad
After all
I am a nice guy
I am very considerate
and always conscious of others feelings
maybe too conscious
maybe so concerned
that I fall into feelings of obligations
That lead to false companionships that, honestly
I don't want any parts of
Gotta think ahead
Need to think of my feelings
Place the most importance on me
In the end, that's all I've got
Lonely me