Confussion of life

The eyes I saw from the mirror is full of hate,
Expressing the emotion I never knew.
Trying to ask for help but it’s too late,
There is no hope I can fulfill.

I was helping people with my heart,
Trying to save myself from the dark.
Even though I was putting myself on the fight,
But still crying to sleep at the night.

Keeping my anger to nothing,
Trying to keep myself with a force.
Trying to understand what I’m doing,
But never knew what I have lose.