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Just for the record, i think, i should put this all down & pile this all up, on paper, ya know? ~hardcopy style It seems i have been, & often am these days, afloat with sails at full mast, rudder broken & a storm upon the horizon. So i shall choose to ride the wind surrendering my illusions of control. Shift the context & you, in turn, change the meaning. Choosing a different motivation & choosing how you respond gives you power within the situation. Though there are times when our emotions or thoughts are, in themselves, beyond our control. Still . . . we have power to continue the process of trying to better understand, accept & manage ourselves. Which is why & where we come to my point of mentioning, that is. I have realized, the person i have become has never been the person i will be every time you read this. I don't know if even i would recognize me today if i saw me yesterday and i doubt even more my ability to recognize me tomorrow. I am shifting my context, changing my meaning choosing a different motivation, & finding my power. I will continue in my process trying to better understand, accept, & manage myself. No longer shall i justify myself or my actions. I will not apologize for them, for this, for any of it. This is presented in hardcopy style. so you will have something tangible to reflect upon when the times' come. I have found they come along, the times', that is quite frequently as of late. There too, anywhere, anyway, or anywise, shall be just how you choose it. Just for the record Hardcopy Style 1/29/05 |