It's Just Simply Not About You...

So...where do I start...I guess first for anyone reading this...you kinda will need a bit of a back story. And for me, it is a rather lengthy story...and so very very dreadfully tragic. Therefore, I will keep it as simple as this: I am on the upside of trying to get my life, my mind back together and try to cope with the "Shitty Shitty Bang Bang" life my family and I have been handed. For some reason, I find comfort in the times when I can tap into my brain to release my feelings, because, I have learned that there is a consequence to NOT writing it down. Funny thing is that it has nothing to do with forgetting...(well maybe just a little bit about forgetting) and every thing to do with a very bad case of verbal diarrhea I recently had.