The Deep Pain

Hurtful words clash through the air like metal striking a anvil

As the words sink into your brain you being to feel the truth in them

You fling words back at your opponent and flee

As you tuck yourself away you being to question if they were right

Am I obese? Do I need to work out? Am I gross? Am I ugly?

You make yourself think all the things they say are true but keep your insecurity's from the world

It festers inside and beings to eat you alive

Soon your so negative that even your only family cant deal with it

You fold into yourself, creating your own world

But every thing they say repeats and repeats in your head

Until one day you cant take it

So you scream out and cry

But no one hears you, they pretend you're not alive

So the pain in heart gets gradually heavier and so does your body

All this pain and stress has caused weight gain

You feel insecure and gross in your clothes

You start dreaming of a different life

One were your skinny and every things alright