This is one based off of events of my first encounter with love. |
Forever A Loss I'm standing here today telling you my story All about the loss of my innocence and glory Torn away by a woman, never stood a chance It was all about the game, two victims of an unfortunate circumstance I once thought love was real, I felt it all But she hit and ran, left me with out even the decency of a phone call I went crazy and lost my mind I was broken into pieces and left way behind Why'd you do it, can't you see That I'm the one who saved you, not them - ME! Remember you crying in my arms surround I put that smile on your face, I brought you up when your were down When we met you wouldn't eat I would tell you of my love and your heart it would skip a beat How hard can it be to know to understand Who I was I no long am It was because of you, who I am today Never thought this would happen, you walking away The epitome of evil gave to you your silence Fed you full of lies about me being violent I thought you knew me, the real me Not your mother's made up lies she gathered off of TV I hated her, the way she stole from you Remember that cold winter, even in that sweater you were turning blue I fought for you, gave my heart to you No matter the hardship, today I'd still die for you Tell me you still don't feel the same Now that your out and I am stuck wearing this mask of shame So what to do, how can I last When I keep receiving these echos from the past You were my everything, my entire world My diamond in the rough, I gave you more than you deserved So how about it, say it now Come on and scream it, shout it out loud You did this, mommy said that Even though I knew better, knew for you it was a trap But no, you couldn't do it With a love like ours, you should have never gone through with it I miss you girl, everything there was Every little detail and now it's over just because? |