mad for death

Have you ever felt like your heart has been
Ripped away from you.Like seeing your true love being sliced
into fourths right in front of you.knowing
You'll never see them again and knowing that you just saw them
take their finall breath. Trying to get rid
of the fact that their dead and suddenly every thing is gray,dark.
and still.Being scared that one day your
going to see them again, dead and miserable. And you will try
Your best to make nobody ever again feel
like...you.