I wish I could write

I wish I could write.
I wish I could stand in front of people, family, friends, strangers, anyone who will listen, and tell them the most amazing thoughts I've ever thunk.
Just, put those thoughts into words,
write them down,
& spill my heart out.
I wish I could write.
I wish I could stand in the light without fear
I could shine, and smile, and speak the words I've been rehearsing and reciting over and over.
Maybe one of these days, I'll write something worth reading
But god...
Do I wish I could write.