About rejection |
I want to leave...everything and everybody I want to leave my heart behind Pack away all the memories and sadness Tissue paper wrap up the tears and just go Just drive...until I'm tired and fall sleep in the arms of someone who doesn't see me Only the girl he thinks I used to be I can't be her anymore Years came and went away with my smile Left my face upside down Age dug in deep The weight of life left it's depression there I want to be left alone...then I'll always be right Doesn't matter what they say They never said they loved me, did they? I want to leave...and shut off my emotions & tears & rage & inferiority Inferiority...inferior infuriates Burns those bridges that may have lead him back to me I want to leave...and know he'll never find me Not because he's not looking Only because I keep moving Then I have control of his rejection and he'll never pin that on me I want to make him cry...and pine away a few years more I'll make him search the globe He won't have to know about it, I can make it all up in my head I want to leave...and make him beg me to come home I won't...submit to him or go where he needs I have big plans that I have thought of yet He'll always love me if he never says he doesn't He'll always love me if we never speak a word |