Lucid Embrace

Your hands find me when im alone.
Your words cradle me and sheild me from the nightmare.
You are my vice and everything that can break it all at once.
I am captivated by your voice and the radient love that pours off of you like the finest wine.
When your absence is dominant i whimper with helplessness,
My tears are like bullets, endless and full of rage and anger. Your everything i need to be sane.
I lie in bed embracing a piece of your clothing like a lost child, your scent lingers there as i fall asleep.
I dream of your face...those hands...your smile. I mutter in the quietest voice...
I love you











***different poem***







-habitual taker-

Every ay is the same for you.
There are things you need and things you want.
But these things are blinding.
You cant see me, my pain, my discomfort...
You test my infinite patience.
You tug at the tenderest strings.
Sometimes i think you enjoy bringing me misery.
It hurts to know your thoughts never cross my path.
You never pondered on my shame or agony?
Being around you is hard to deal with.
And this pleases you with a sort of pride only found in evil.
It makes no sence when you fake it so well.
I will forever be lost here in your hell, with your true misery.