I AM

I AM
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I am blessed and crazy.
I wonder if I will make it through this chapter in my life.
I hear someone calling my name, but no one is there..
I see weird shaped shadows go past the window.
I want to relax and enjoy my life again.
I am blessed and crazy.

I pretend that everything is okay.
I feel as if I'm outside of my body, watching me go insane.
I touch the wispering wind as it brushes my face.
I worry that the doctors are wrong again.
I cry for no reason at all.
I am blessed and crazy.

I understand that somethings can't be cured.
I say take one day at a time.
I dream that I woke up form this nightmare.
I try not to give up.
I hope to find support.
I am blessed and crazy.