BREAKUP

I loved him! and can do nothing about it,
But people say the guy is a git
I thought the guy is meek....
No! I was wrong, he is a bloody freak!!
I would have bloody stoned myself to dead
Huh! He would have hardly cared
I still remember the day we met
And compare the day which let my love slip through the net
It is the thought of that first kiss we made which makes a stinging feeling tingling down my spine
But I somehow console myself by saying that everythin is fine
I just don't know why we need to apart
But would like 2 say- quit playing games with my heart
Is it my fault that I still love him so much?
After all he was my first love,my first crush
He had moved on well in his life
It was never tough for him, as I was another girl by his side
My life was ruined,dreams were shattered
All it went in vain
I led some days in denial and emptiness
Oh! Can someone relieve me from this pain?
But had I set my mind to bear this loss
I wish I could have win this love toss
tears wells up in my eyes when I remember the final goodbye we bid!!
Because I love him,and there is nothing I can do about it.