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When breathing become difficult, when you think, you can never get over that one love... |
At first I resented your cool smooth exterior Your piercing eyes, captivated me, my own kind of high I knew the outcome even before I stepped into your world And yet, I was curious, my inquisitive mind got the best of me I wanted to taste, one taste, I tried to convince myself its just to see One touch and you were my heroin; I was passionately enthralled by your distinctive traits I so desperately longed for any signs of emotional connection But like all drugs you never spoke back, you made me weak, powerless I only assumed you felt the same, as I wept myself to sleep The last farewell left me to rehabilitation As the tears rolled down my cheeks I laid on the ground, stumping at my heart I felt nothing, numb, except for the shrieking pain you left behind I prayed please, God, take this away I’m dying, bleeding, helpless, take this love away Now, as I look ahead, I still see your face, I still know every detail every line But it’s the memory of those nights; the nights without my drug that make me turn away I know the road ahead is not easy, but my heart has healed I know love won’t come easy, it may take some work But my will is strong, and my heart now stronger And in the back of my mind is a song “I will learn to love again” |