April 17th, 2012

I saw the hesitation. I could tell you were thinking about letting me in, but you withdrew just as quickly as you opened up. Then today... the hand you put on my knee when we were sitting on your bed was so effortless, yet I get the feeling it was also something special; I don't believe you do things like that easily. Sometimes you're so kind, but other times you're so distant. I wish I could understand you; I wish you'd put your hand on my knee every day for the rest of the time we have together. Show me you care.