lover of delusion

Seasons are changing,lives rearanging,your haunting memory is killing me,one day you love me then one day you dont know what to say,i need you so bad,
Wont you ,wont you let me be,all you ever gave me was misery,lover wont you hold me in your arms,another day without you i cant bear,
she said shed hold me forever,forever so long ago,so long ago,without you il wither in my darkness like we do
its hard to sleep when your not with me,its hard to breathe the air without you,as it turns out you were never really there,
and my life was just a song of delusion
you know even delusion can rip your heart to peices,and make you wish that you were never born,
and only love can purge your life of terror