We've all been in this dark place sometime; conflict arises when we try to go too deep... |
God please end my agony. There's something wrong, something strange, Some inexpressible change, Shaking the foundations of my life, Filling every moment with endless strife. There are things I really need to express, Things insignificant enough to confess; O God, why don't you just bless, And rid me of this mental mess? I can't take it anymore, My heart and soul have become sore. Restless days and sleepless nights, O God where are the shining lights? Sadness all over, without reason, Indifference to weather or any season. My efforts to find joy are futile, Please give me a reason to simply smile. I want to rip open my heart, And bring out every subdued part. Every secret buried deep down, As in a dismal, gloomy town. Then, to my family and friends I turn, But looking at their looks of concern, With my silence I continue to burn. I'm looking for someone who'll understand, Who'll stand by me and make me strong. For the right person, I long, Who'll be patient while I speak, Until my eyes become bleak, Tears of joy replacing tears of sorrow, And bringing a bright, joyous tomorrow. |