No Worries

"No worries" he says as he hangs up the phone
Have I gone too far this time
Have I crossed a line
Am I that afraid to be alone

"No worries" rings in my ears as I feel his pain
I taste the tears
I smell my own fear
I feel the pulse of guilt as it flows through my veins

"No worries" once more
Why can’t I get that out of my head?
I sit and weep, the pain so deep
What have I done yet again and again

"No worries" ...please stop
Make this loss and guilt for a moment go away
I can’t take it, I cant bear it
Have I too become the monster I so loathe

"No worries" he says in such a calm voice
breaks the connection, silence so deafening
I want to go back, I want what I lost
The moment is gone, forever a memory...at what cost

I too have taken what I did not deserve
Lost in a moment, lost in a lie
I too have learned that its gone
As if I have died...

"No worries" "No worries"
Forgive me, forget me...
I am damaged...so damaged... beyond any repair
To you my love ... I’ll lead only to despair....