Bittersweet

Bittersweet memories rushing thru my mind.....
Hurting all the time...
i see u smile, but it's not for me.....
U say u'll always love me, always be there...
i know its not true, i wanna believe u.

and time and time again u prove that it wasn't meant to be,
that you never truly loved me, and i hold on to hope that quickly dies.

Bittersweet memories, pull me back,
i say hi, wave and smile, u ignore me...
especailly when she's near.

Remember when i held you while u cried, gave you my heart, my soul, my mind,
never enough... you sucked me dry, and now....

Bittersweet memories, tears drops,
painfully happy that we are no more...
and yet i miss the laughs, the good, bad and ugly.

Wishing you well, as i move on,
one day these Bittersweet memories will fade.