A strange kind of love

Her
I saw his face, any one who did will be disapointed.
He stared at me like he had no choice, with regret.
"Don't go."
"we were friends right best buds"i plead but that wasn't true,at least for me, i want him to say no, i want him to know that i loved him.
"yeah..."he said and stared at the floor "we were"
"i need to go,"he said
"was i the last to know?'' i said quietly "was i,"
"yeah" he said again
and walked off with out one last look
my heart droped, that was the time you woulf would feal empty, a part of me just died then
"i love you" i whispered a tear droped down my face and stood there in the setting sun
Him
i felt sick, so sick i could die.
The way she plead i could do anythink to stop the look on her face
"don't go"she said
then said some thing i dreaded her to say every day
she said we're buds,i looked up to her and swallowed "yeah" i said "we were" i managed to choke out
she didn't know she didn't know i think i did die
when i heard she whispered "i love you"
and i nearly stopped "i love you too "i whispered back


five years later

she was in northern california and his in thailand for a job of his
that one she had a car crash and he came back stright away

he
i came back not wanting to cross the line so i didn't go and see her when iheard i've heard she's ok
she
it hurts to know his not here
he
i've decide it's too dangrous to go near her but i stayed
she
i guess we're done
he
i rent a flat in northern california, and stay out side to hosipital every night
she
i spent all my nights thinking about him
he
then i saw her
she
then i saw him
he
my heart ached
she
my heart stoped
he
this can't...
she
be happening
he
what i planed is not going as i wanted so i ran
she
he ran again it hurt

she
i've found my love a year later
he
me and her are going on our first date
she-him
then i saw her/ him i said goodbye to my date

and walked away

we're not meant to be but we need to be in each other's live
but we truly love each other