Moment Before Death

          I laid here tonight thinking that I could have done things differently in my life should I know I would end up alone on my death bed. Everybody's afraid of death but not me. I always know that anything is better than this forsaken world.

          I have tried to follow the rule of this world but it cost me my dear Augustine. Oh! my poor Augustine, I should have spent more time with you instead of following the rule. What a ridiculous rule! Rule that force you to work hard to get to the top and when you get to the top, again it forces you to stay there and keep yourself there at any cost even if it means you have to crush a few people that get in your way. In my case, it was my lovely Augustine.

          The silence is deafening, I can hear a static ringing in my ear. I wish its end already. All those so call scientists keep probing me and testing me for what? Just to prolong the agony of this 90's year old body to stay alive in this world. This is what I get by following the rule.

          I have tried to break the rule but it cost me my dear children. Where are you Clarisse? Where are you Fabio? I should have stay on my path and be there when you grow up but I just have to rebel from the rule. I have used my power against all the ruler and became an outcast that even my own children disown me.

Time is ticking! I know it's getting closer! I can feel it!

Goodbye world! Goodbye lives!

I win! I win! Ha...ha...ha...

Heart rate monitor keep beeping in the background, a woman in white jumpsuit open the door to the capsule emulator.

“Welcome back Doctor Angara, how are you feeling?

The experiment going great, it’s ended as you predicted 93 human year and its only take us a little over two days"