childhood strength

Imagine growing up your mums packing all yours and your siblings stuff because we are leaving, I even left ma chocolate easter bunny and back then I used to find everything funny I was only 5years old and  loved honey I didn't even have to even think about money.

Then my mum moved in with a guy that seemed so sweet but then he used to beat her and knock her off her feet and damn that used to get me mad I wished I was older enough to sort him out.

But finally after years of bullsh*t my mum finally stopped playing dumb and stood up to the man that made her numb then we moved away for a better way in life and now I can finally lay and pray.

We had to move about and go to loads of different schools but sometimes people looked at us like we were fools but I had to keep ma head up be quiet about our family business to the kids at school.

Not a day goes by that I wish my mum didn't have to go through that pain but we cant change things we have to go through more and more things sometimes but even though it gets harder and harder I've learned something pain makes you even stronger.

But I know the good is going to come me so I can shine, because when you go through the bad all the time you got the good to come, if you sail through life and it don't hurt like a knife one day you will have to face the bad so you gotta watch what you do or say so you don't get burnt.