I Hate to Love You

I Hate to Love You

What can you say about my looks?
I say, you have little appeal to me
-And yet when I see you I feel the need to take a photo just so I can have a longer look at your ugly mug

What can you say about my personality?
I say, it's terrible. You are the worst human being to ever spawn on this planet
-And yet, I can see the wonderful person within the black hole where your heart is supposed to be

Well... How do you feel about being around me?
I say, I hate it and I wish for you to disappear every time I see you.
-And yet, a feeling of comfort overwhelms me and just being in the same room as you feels... right

Hmm... is that why you look away when I try to speak to you?
I say, of course it is! You spout out inane nonsense and your voice makes me want to drive my head into this very wall
-And yet, that inane nonsense secretly makes me laugh and when you're not around I hope and pray to hear that sweet voice of yours soon

There has to be one thing you like about me
I say, there isn't and you thinking so makes me want to vomit.
-And yet, there's so little NOT to like about you, I get butterflies everytime think of you

Hey...
I say, why are you still bothering me?! Can't you see I hate you?

I love you too...