I am

I am a lonely unheard girl
I wonder why my life is the way it is
I hear music that people scream
I see blood flow from my wrists
I want to be heard
I am a lonely unheared girl

I pretend to live in a world that doen't exsist
I feel pain when I'm being yelled at
I touch the knife that cuts
I worry I won't live a full life
I cry every night because of my life
I am a lonely unheard girl

I understand why people commit suicides
I say that I'm happy, but am not
I dream that everything will be okay
I try to hide the pain from others
I hope everything will turn out okay
I am a lonely unheard girl