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Life Hurts.. a lot! |
My life just feels uncoordinated right now. I feel like I'm lost, in my own world; in my own life. Where there's no being found. No being. Trapped in my own fragile yet wilting body. Sorrow seeping from every orface, every goose bump. Held in my own captivity. It's wretched. It's horrifying. It's unbearable. Seeing as I tremble in fear from everything. It seems that to escape, if only for a moment, i need to forget everything; be with someone, someone who won't speak of the sorrow. Someone who will listen to my betrail and understand that I might not be repaired. Ever. I feel misunderstood. That someone will take one look at me and I will crumble with fear. That they will read me as this innocent, shy little girl that needs protection. But let me be the first to tell you, I don't need any damn protection. I protect myself very well. In a fucking cage for God's sake. I treat myself as an animal. Afraid that I'll be domesticated. Afraid that my differences will leave me without anyone. Without even an inch of clothing to hide the shame. Will no one let me out? Will no one come to free this mangled beast? I lay alone. Shivering in the darkness. |
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