I want you to know

I want you to know, I thoroughly enjoy your company, I want to know everything about you.
and share all I am. I believe we could become very dear friends, you seem to "get" me,
and I believe I "get" you. I feel we met for all the right reasons at this time, in this
place, and, at the points in our lives we find ourselves. I want to know what your
favorite memories are, I want to be around to celebrate your accomplishments , and
personal discoveries, and share with you in mine. I would love to have that friendship
evolve into more, in it's own time, We don't need to rush that. I believe, like our
meeting, it will happen as it's supposed to. I do want more, from what I've experienced
spending just this short time together. It feels comfortable, and safe when I'm with you.
I haven't, really, had that for a long time. I want to be the one who gives you that
same security. I want to be there when you're grumpy, I want to be the one you think of
to share good news with, or just be ok not saying a word as we sit together. Have you
remember my B-day. Have you be the one I look to for strength, when mine is wavering,
and be the one you look to for the same. I want to be the one you count on, rely on,
to be true and loyal. As true friends would... first and foremost. I want you to feel ok,
also, telling me you just want to be alone in those times you feel you need it. I also
need that from time to time. It's been my experience, that some of my most insightful
moments were when I was alone, to work out a problem, or my thoughts or feelings...It's
ok...
I know this is sappy, and a bit disjointed in context. However, I won't hide, or lie
about my feelings. I've lost, or been lost to, too many people who I never told how I
felt.
Life can be fickle, and fleeting. And it tends to "go to hell" at the most inopportune
moments, leaving us often saying,"I wish I would have told them what they meant to me'
or something such as...
I am just a man. I've known, loss and victory, Love and Betrayal, Fear and Courage, Etc.,
and I believe I'm only as strong as the people I surround myself with. I see that
strength in you...