The Cycle

So much love, So much hate.

I never know which one I am going to get.

I love you! I hate you!

Why do you treat me this way?

I am loyal.

I am strong.

When you attack I am weak and frazzled.

I am nothing.

I am no one.

I want to die.

I want for the sky to open up and suck me up into outer space

where I can float with the stars.

My love for you brings me back to you.

Only so you can kick me down again.

An unstoppable cycle of happiness an joy.

Heartache and pain.

Where will it end?

In life or death?

In yours or mine?