FML

It’s not fair, what did I ever do? Why couldn’t I be flawlessly beautiful or extremely talented? All could do was trip over air and be socially awkward.my life was boring it made dead people look cool. I mean for a nerd I wasn’t even that smart I made average grades obviously people stopped asking me for answers .maybe that was one thing I was good at messing up, perfect. For seven years I’ve been annoyed by lily Gibson ,otherwise known as the queen bee of our school .she was everything I wanted to be .id give her that she was awesome. The sad thing was that everyone secretly hated her, even her purse dog Chole. She even secretly hated herself, most of the time between her hot sex fantasies she probably thought about that .High school was a jungle and I was a rock. But lily was a beast, a white tiger, maybe. I guess I’ve been avoiding the whole name thing but my name is Renta.im 16 years old and in my second year of high school. Yes, I have the boring introduction but hell my life was comfortable. I wasn’t completely unliked, Jack Croft had a huge crush on me .He wasn’t exactly a wet dream but he was stable even when the jocks shoved him into his locker. If you were a nerd and liked the big glasses and the braces, he was your guy. Well my guy at least but every time I got near him he would start babbling like a maniac. But at least people asked him for stuff .i was weak in a way. I pushed love away, I didn’t do anything wrong and I was shy. It was complicated and embarrassing I was 16 and my lips were virgins.Even jack had his first kiss and he was dorkzilla.god my life sucked, I felt kinda like a dealer who couldn’t sell anything. I wanted to take off my converse and throw them at his head. Boys! So hard to understand and they think girls can hear each other’s thoughts .nice. That would be great unless your best friend heard the thought about you slutting it up with her boyfriend. Maybe that’s why there were so many bitch fights. Man just wait until Amanda hears Anne’s thoughts. Oh high school you have so many whores.