please read my new poem silent tears....:)
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SOMETIMES WHEN I FEEL LIKE ITS ALL OVER WHETHER ITS A FAMILY , FRieND OR A SO CALLED TRUE LOVER WHEN IT BECOMES ALL VERY DIFFICULT TO BEAR I GO INSIDE THE BATHROOM AND SHED SILENT TEARS ...... WHEN I AM IRRITATED AND FRUSTARATED WID MY LYF AND I FEEL LYK KILLING MYSELF WID A KNIFE WHEN IT FEELS AS IF DERS NO CARE FROM MY NEAR N DEARS I GO INSIDE THE BATHROOM AND SHED SILENT TEARS WHEN A FEELING OF HELPLESSNESS N DESPAIR CROSSES MY MIND AND A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO MY LONELINESS I TRY TO FIND WHEN MY BODY MY SOUL N MY MIND IS GETTING EATEN UP BY FEAR THATS WHEN I GO TO THE BATHROOM AND SHED SILENT TEARS WHEN LYF GIVS ME CHALLENGES I AM NOT ABLE TO FACE AND I EMBARK ON THE JOURNEY OF LYF ON A DIFFICULT PHASE WHEN DER IS NO ONE TO HELP ME AND NO ONE TO HEAR I GO TO THE BATHROOM TO SHED SILENT TEARS YOU'L CAL ME STUPID ,YOU'L CAL ME LAME CRYBABY YOU'L GIV ME DA NAME BUT DESE SILENT TEARS HELP ME GROW STRONG THEY HELP ME REALISE WATS RIGHT N WATS WRONG EVERY TIME I CRY I PROMISE MYSELF thAT IL NEVER CRY FOR DAT SAME RESAON AGAIN SILENT TEARS MAKE MY HEART FEEL LIGHT thEY GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO GET UP AND FIGHT....... WHEN I AM DOWN IN THE DUMPS N CHOKING WID FEAR WHEN I AM TRYING TO CALL SUMONE FOR HELP AND I WAIT TO SEE IF SUMONE WIL HEAR ITS BEEN 16 DAMN LONG YEARS AND M STILL WAITING AND YET I GO TO THE BATHROOM ..........AND SHED SILENT TEARS:( |