Lager the Most Honest

Lager the Most Honest

Had it been in the true need to form it within me
that real integrity that produces honesty for me to live my life with,
just as it is I've decided I need that, really with as much dedicated
mind heart, body, soul and ghost i do, I really do.
Could it be in this moments that it is so unavoidable,
this inclusion of this enigma of virtue that captures people
is among the slavers of my life.
"Since I was a child I've known the seriousness of being a loving child"
I remember my moments really instilled in a serenety that makes me dull
inside that memory it is fine not to know much about that fantacized mother.
"Unfortress that the need to always yearn for the wonderful mother because
my mother is fine, she's just a mother.
Indeed that is how my mother is she seems to be defied by the excellence
others portay a mother could be, somehow indeed, I feel the need to symphatize
with her. In some inspiration and self worth I have some lingering aloft
incapacities also.
Honestly, Lager the Most honest is a man that lived in drama,
most of it is life that sures that life has a lot of many forgotten moments.
As it once told Lager the Most High "how in fact it is really amusing that
on continuing mind that somehow wants me to be destroyed because
I hate so many people because there is reason to hate them.
They that live against the law of Philosophy of civilized lifestyle
and had made themselves an insult to me. I have no further intent to
immediate mysely to any argument nor debate, because I just want to answer questions.
I dont have much time to live, honestly.
Now it really seems everyday I awake is just the start of my life again.
Honestly I don't have much intent to live further also.
Honest in all aspects i can answer you why.