When my heart beat stops

      When my heart beat stops



The first moment when my heart stopped for a while

You are just in front of me, getting off from your bike

The purple shirt, blue jeans & your smile towards me

Don’t know how to feel when you are looking at me

Suddenly my heart beat stopped & raise more than that of mine & I am blushing too

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The next moment when my heart stopped for a while again

Can’t express more because it senses my heart even this day

Feeling like loosing you more & getting away from you completely

Don’t know the few days of likeliness made me cry for you

Suddenly my heart beat stopped & raise more than that of mine & I am confused now

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The another moment when my heart stopped for a while again

I hate my life & full of sorrow, finally upto kill myself

My thoughts are upto you firstly, inviting death into my life

Don’t know exactly the reason, that I am loosin’ my life & may be I am loosing you

Suddenly my heart beat stopped & raise normally & I am still alive now

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The final moment when my heart beat stops forever

We both must be together & I’ll be in your arms, holding you

No fear for anything, leavin’ the best memories to you & I am all yours

Don’t know truly, I cant leave you because your smile still makes me to fall for you

Finally my heart beat stops ever at one time hugging you & feeling you are all mine



                      MY LIFE WILL HAVE AN END…………



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