love and hatred

You know that I loved you but you ignore me,

You know that I’ll die for you but you go away,

You know that I’ve waited you but you didn’t come.

You know that im expecting but you’d gone

How could you say you love me?

If what you did is to hurt me?

How can I believed in you?

If what you said were not true?

I want to shout I hate you!!!

But my heart says I will always love you.

Is it true that love is really blind?

I can see it but I really don’t mind!!!

My mind dictates me to leave

But my heart says “Stay and forgive”

How can I forgive if you won’t change?

How can I move forward if your love is still I’m expecting?

Are you worth for all my sufferings?

How long should I wait to change your feeling?

Days? Months? Weeks? Or years at once?

The truth is I can’t!!! because im not the lucky one.

Now that I’m moving on,

Please stay away and never look back soon.

I’m tired of waiting and expecting.

I’m naïve and stupid to do those things.

I did all my best to love you,

But It hurts to say you don’t feel the same way too!!!