His love for me.

Last night was hard,
talking to you,
you felt like my brother and i known you so well,
you spoke about me and it gave me butterflys deep down,
you said how you felt to me and how you liked me so much,
i never knew what to say and i felt so down,
you said it would never happen,
you and me together forever,
but some how i still never knew what to say,
in my head i know what i want to say,
but in my heart i dont want my self to cry if i speak of it,
but i wanted to tell you so much i was in my own pain,
i would like to tell you,
how i really felt about you,
how you make me feel so warm inside,
but i never to save my self from the pain you cause to girls,
i have known you so long,
its hard to explain,
you are really kind and funny to be with,
but you dated my friend and she got upset,
you hurt her deep inside,
and i was with you and her all the time,
we were all good friends,
intill you hurt her and my feelings too,
but i still stuck by you and helpt you through this,
i wouldent give you up as a friend just beacause it never worked with her and you,
she told me to not date you,
to stay away he will hurt you like he done me,
and she promised she would take care of my heart and my dreams,
and i said i wouldent date you,
so it seems you and me will be friends,
but deep down you make me happy,
but i feel so ashamed,
listeing to her and not going with my feelings,
but i guess thats just life,
and its like i just thrown it away,
beacasue of only you.