Why Do You Do This?

Why do you do this?
It makes me cry myself to sleep every night
It hurts me more than you'll ever know
It makes me depressed.
Just thinking about it
How you're slowly killing yourself
What can I do?
I can't say a word
So how can I make myself heard?
I need you to know
How much I'm in love with you
You have to stop this
Before we both die.
I know we're both dying
I hope you know I'm crying
I need you here with me
Because this pain is too much.
I can't do this all by myself
I know I need someones help
But I can't live without you
That's why I'm asking for you to stop.
Slowly killing yourself
Slowly killing me
Slowly killing everyone who loves you
Is that really what you want?
I know it's hard to stop
I haven't been through it
But I know what an addiction feels like
I need you alive, here with me.
If only you could read this
Maybe it'd make you think twice
Maybe you'd see how much I care
How much my heart is breaking.
We can do this together
Take my hand, let me know
You'll get help and get through the pain
I want to start a life
But it needs two people.
I want to be together forever
Never lose you
And never let go.
So please let me know
You'll get through this
And maybe I'll get help too
I hate how I am
I hate how we are.