As she waits...

as the dead began to rise, i watched from the window. as if i had known they were comming for me the whole time. not one tear did i shed. not one sigh.
i waited for them to take this world from my hands. destroy it. and take humanity with it.
we all wished for this. and now the time is here.
now we wait.

people running, like small insects. they scatter, running like the leaves blowing across the ground.
they have never looked so beautiful before this moment.
only in time of death do they communicate.
yet i dont hear there words. i see there mouths move.

blood everywhere.it falls from there flesh like a pure rain.
crimson crystals line the ground. like tiny red dimonds.
i smile. not because im enjoying this. but because it is what you wanted.

even though you are gone, i feel as if you are standing by my side.
this is what we wanted. and now it is here.

i walk to our bedroom where we once layed.
i dress in my favorite clothing, and take one last look around.
still smiling i put my head phones in.

i turn it to our song...

as i walk through this dark home.
i do not feel alone.
i feel no fear.

i will soon join you. i will be in your arms once more.

i stand in front of the door. i reach for the handle.
this feeling inside..
i have no words for it.
complete contentment.
maybe happiness?

i turn the handle..
i feel the cold creep through the doorway.
as the chilled morning air hits my face, i take a step into the daylight.
i face now, the creatures i once feared.
they see me...

i walk towards them...

as i stand and wait. in the middle of this chaos i have created.
still smiling...

i close my eyes, and feel a hand upon my shoulder.
i wait for the flesh to be torn from my wounded body.
still no fear.
i let this moment consume me. all of me.

i open my eyes to enjoy the maddness..
to maybe see a glimps of this war of the undead.

i count to three..

one...
two...
three...

and as i open my eyes i see..

you.

standing there?. holding me?. looking in to my eyes.
i was ready though, i was ready to give myself to this chaos i created.

you look at me and take my hand..
was this a dream?
did any of this actually happen?

you are dead.. i look to you and say.

we walk back to the house, we lay on our bed, you look in to my eyes.
as we fall asleep i wish to have this moment forever...

as i wake, it feels as though i have slept for months.
i turn to see if you are actually back.

...


instead nothing...
i look around with hope filling my heart, mt heavy heavy heart..
your not there.it was only a dream.

i take a step on to the cold wooden floor, a shiver runs up my back.
i stagger my way to the closet, put on my favorite clothes. everything seems so familure once again...

is this horrible dream demon chasing me again!! to see this horror day after day, i just dont know how much more i can take.

...


i walk down the dark hallway, look at th faded posters, bands i have not heard for years it seems.. "insert names here???"



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