Addiction

Addiction

A needle hit’s the ground
I broke my promise again
I can’t believe I fell this far
After loosing him

I promised him I wouldn’t do it
I guess I just gave in
In a way I knew I would
But I tried to start again

He left me because of this
And I an understand
He tried to help me break the habit
He offered me a hand

He told me to make my choice
And I said that I chose him
But every time he turned his back
I was hitting up again

He found out and now I’m alone
So here I am again
I tried to turn my life around
But heroin always wins

I want to start my life over
To finally begin again
I don’t want to need this needle
I don’t want it to pierce my skin

Bu it’s too late
What’s done is done
And I have already
Loaded my gun

I grip it tight
And cock it back
I pull the trigger
And my world goes black