I wish I could tell you

Some find solace in the light,
Me, I find mine in the night
Broken dreams and empty spaces
In a world full of worn out places.
Shattered silence
Filled with violence
A world that I hate
That is my fate
I travel alone
And deep in my bones
I feel the ache of loneliness
I will not heed its mournful call
I have no desire to see myself fall
Into something that I can not control
The very thought sets my mind to roll
I refuse to be set in a vulnerable state
One that could leave my heart filled with hate
Love, they call it, Pain is what I see
But when I see you, It washes over me
That terrible longing, a horrible wanting
It swirls in my mind, laughing, teasing, twirling, taunting
I cant follow through
Cant show it to you
I’ll keep it a secret ’till I find my grave
I love you…no I cant be that brave