Darker poem of mine in a down time |
It felt like I crashed into a wall when you told me you never really loved me at all I spent so much time listening to your excuses Well fuck you bitch, and your abuse Just a friend is apparently all I am destined to be Is there anyone out there who'll be more than a friend to me my feelings are always tossed aside like a pile of shit Well fuck you and this world, I'm tired of it What do you do when you are out of options When your out of things to watch on television You dial my number cuz I've always been your last resort call Well fuck you slut, I'm sick of it all I don't know how much more I can take How did i miss the fact that your nothing but a fake Dont give me that look, act like you had a goddamn clue Well fuck you whore, I'm done with you Are you happy? Look at what you've drove me to I'm standing here waving this gun at you Should I pull the trigger and end it for both of us? Well fuck you bitch, I don't want to hear your fuss. It's time to go bitch, I want to hear you scream. I'm going to ruin your life, like you ruined my dream. Open your mouth whore, take this barrel. BANG! Gun against my head, I'll see you in hell! BANG! |