Judas

Judas

"I'm just a holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel, but I'm still in love with Judas, baby” †

    Judas, you never really loved me honey, did you? You never really wanted me, all those lies that I got rid of you. When really, you were the criminal, the cold minded culprit. I spend most nights healing, from your damaging bites, now you’re dying slowly right in front of me and in need of my assistance… I just watch my blood trickle down your crown of thorns; your crucifixion is a re-enactment of your leaders. Master Judas, you’re a very dark person. I keep you tied up in case you bite me again… your cunning, craving eyes light up dramatically and you stare at me in hunger. I won’t tame you, I love the way you’re watching me.

    Judas, I’m going insane, dear. I’m circling your tied up, helpless body; dancing. Dancing freely and in happiness as your bleeding carcass is being exposed. Your thorn crown is starting to form trickles of a deep, red blood flowing down your face like patterns. The atmosphere is ridiculous now and we’re both becoming senseless. You desire me intensely, whilst I throw myself around this hot and steamy hut, bathed in my own sweat and insanity.

    Despite my absurd and foolish behaviour and the fact I love to watch you suffer. I still love you.  It’s like S&M; except you don’t have a fucking choice, Judas. Sweetheart. You look quite tired now, quite drained, Judas. This is for the betrayal and wickedness you’ve instigated in the past. Not only for me, but for the lord himself and anyone else you’ve caused pain and affliction to. Have fun, Judas. I’m going now. I’m leaving this town and I won’t be back for your rotting body. I’m just a holy fool, oh baby he’s so cruel, but I’m still in love with Judas, baby. †