Silenced

i live in darkness

shunned by my kind

my voice is silenced

and so is my mind



i can't see the light

with eyes covered black

and the wings i used to have

now i seem to lack



in my mind i will hide

lock my heart away

i guess you where right

and it's my last day



in this life there is a void

that is dark and cold

the pain is getting stronger

but the scares are getting old



this choice is mine

you threw me away

and you wont be there

when i scream your name



i was pushed away

lost in the dark

and the bite of the dog

was worse then the bark



tied to a cross

beaten by the gods

a thousand time prodded

with all the lightning rods



now i feel the pain

the suffering and the cold

and then to the devil

was my soul that i sold



with my heart locked inside me

and my pain in my brain

all the anger surrounds me

i am silenced and insane