As life goes on day by day I wonder if i'm good enough to talk to people Going to school, watching the girls be known Wishing one of them was me Coming home to confusion and pain Hoping one day it will just all go away Suicidal running through my head Like a cup overfloating with water Thinking of killing all the people around me Just to get some peace Watching people come and go of my life Like ain't no tommorrow Watching tears roll down my cheeks Like water that won't turn off Watching people treat me like dirt and trash Letting them run all over me Wanting to stab the people who hurt me And make my life a living hell Some people don't get me at all I'm in this world all alone Hearing people judge me When they haven't even been in my shoes at all. Looking at people who looks at me Likes theres something wrong with me Feeling sad, worthless,hopeless And like i don't belong in this world Letting the devil take over everyday Like he got it like that Asking god to answer my prayers But still i await Knowing that the devil is the one causing all this pain And all my stress Listening to sad music When you're already depressed and furious Listening to the words of a song And feeling like they are talking about you and your life |