Before..

Healing is a matter of time, but it is sometimes also a matter of opportunity.
-- Hippocrates

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Am so used
to before,
But I can't live in yesterday
anymore

And even though I'll never stop
tryin'
Am feeling the hot tears while
am cryin'

I know deep inside
I don't want to fight
I just wanna hide

When will it all go away?
When will they stop saying
what they used to say..?

'Cuz I removed "good-bye"
from my dictionary
I know all I want
is fiction and imaginary

But I will not stop believin'
am gone, but my heart ain't leavin'
tonight..

'Cuz I fight in the mornin'
and I fight at night
I fight like crazy
'cuz nothin' is right

And I try in the mornin'
and I try at night
Am giving it all I got,
with all my might.

And I know am gone,
but my heart, ain't leavin' tonight

'Cuz finally all my work
built a mountain I could climb
And after all that waitin'
it's finally time

'Cuz I climb in the mornin'
and I climb at night
Am so on top today
everything's within my sight..

And the wounds
they're healing
I stopped caring
then I stopped feeling

And I know
deep inside
I'll stay here forever
against all my might

'Cuz I wonder in the mornin'
then I wonder at night
Is it possible am becoming
a hard-core knight,
against life?