A description of what I think when I sleep |
Sleep does not come very often My dreams are normally forgotten And all that I will ever see Is all the glorious memory Of me I once was proud, happy and free Roaming the world that you now see A beautiful land with no dark, only good This landscape of dreams laid before me And then one day I crossed the line Between heaven's sweet bliss and purity divine Into a land both cold and sour Never to see the light of day, only to cower I wished for death, for all of it to end For my soul to evaporate and then condensed Into the land of the true happiness So I may go and be in true bliss But the feeling grew greater still And it would be wrong I knew, but hell I did not care and would not be stopped By the likes of God and his angels, I dropped Into the caverns deep below, I brought up the demons from their homes In the land of insanity my mind now lay And now I wish I had never lived that day For I brought them deep from under the ground Into my very own home, into my town Pushed them into my body, my mind and my soul Tainted on the inside, my spirit grows cold And the fond memories of the bright summer sun That air that I breathed fills my lungs This world feels like the only true one But when I awake, the damage redone My spirits drop low, down into the deep Where I once woke those demons from their sleep To achieve some dark purpose, to add some way To feel the pain each and every day So now I lay me down to sleep I do not pray the lord for my soul to keep For if I die before I wake I want to pay for my mistake And drop with them back down below And to go to my true home Where I will always lay awake in agony My mind will be in pure insanity So for now, I lay here and sleep Not to dream of those caverns deep But to dream of the castles and beautiful world That God and his angles have taken And to dream of the days when I could still have fun Before my life is surely done I hope to see that place so sweet as cream But for now, here I sleep And dream |