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I can't sleep and thought I just write whatever comes out. |
It's been two months since I last spoke to you. I still remember every word you said just as I recall my favorite song you sang to me; during Our last day together. The last conversation between us I had a bright smile you love to see from my heart and soul. Oh how I wish you could have seen me then. Just one hello from you, changed the way my week went back then. I miss your sweet manly voice, Every "I love you" every "I miss you" and most of all, the excitement you showed when you asked to see me, just for a moment. To me, once again you became that child in the candy shop jumping up and down for that new prize.. This sense of a magnet being pulled to metal is harder to control. The loneliness and desire of wanting you near me gets stronger day by day. It gets harder and harder to move on without one word from you bringing more tears down my cold face. My heart beats fast like race car in a speed way. A semi silent room at Midnight, with nothing But a clock ticking. I keep this love that’s invisible which feels as though it has begun slowly dissipating. All this waiting just to be with you is hurting me more and more. Just like a hard book falling quickly on my feet. I try to move on as though I never felt this feeling of Worrisome, just as a father fears a daughter dating for the first time .I continuously find myself coming back to try to contact you. In hopes I’d receive a word from you but I get nothing. I am suffering from weariness of holding on to hope, now till the end of time. Please God weather this love, I have is right or wrong, let us be together just one more time. Let us finish our secret love story; of Romeo and Juliet. |