Genius Kiss

Once the feeling was forgot, time ran out and took my breath away. I felt out of place. The energy left was tired space.
I relized once my fear was gone so was the life I was holding. Death was being followed with ambition. It was like a tasteless religon. Hell gave heaven wrong where it was right. I felt the need to rebel. My heart felt no sympathy for the blind and tormented souls. Deja vu struck me as I tried to explain the insanity. I realized within the eyes  of the player lies the game. Not much had changed. It was a mind frame. The desperation suficated me in layers. My brain was going in circles, it was the dreams i refused to believe. They played out today and organized tomorrow. I could care less to defend so i lent the flame to the one with no name. Left to pretend things would be the same, I turned my back. Later i saw the dispare. It made me choke on my hate. I began to comtemplate but not one tear was shed for the sick history that was created. I saw the truth behind all of the lies. A release was needed so I gave into the voices and retreated. My actions should not, but will be repeated. Suspition was found when balance was lost through all that were defeated. Looking at my reflection I saw the meaningless sex and strainded comlex in a battered smile. I heard one yell about his innocents. This amuzed me because we are all guilty of a disease. His last words were cheap and unheard. If he only understood maybe I could connect. The monster continued to inspire me. There was no music behind this curse. My wishes were simple. These wishes consumed my very soul inside. I wanted to penatrate the mind of a stranger and show him what he was made of. I couldn't help but to laugh. It was my faithless desire. This was a feeling I could not hide or share. It was all a test that is why god would not wake me from this nightmare. As I sorted through the energy I began to prosper. I felt desturbed with the devils ego on my shoulder. The kiss I gave the world seemed to level my head. I could still feel the soft wind with every twisted spin. One stranger began to pull me in and take me for my own ugly spin. I looked into his heart and saw that no one would win. My accidents left me uneasy. Returning to the voices I planned for this release to never bring me back. I felt blood rush through my vains. I stared at them all and wispered there is a happy ending after all. It felt so right. As I felt the rush again I said good bye to this place and no longer took up my lonely space.